January 2011
Dayumm.
Went on a small shopping spreee today with the little cousins.. felt kinda good eh?
It's not that I don't care.
It just that I can’t stop caring. About those little things that I should be just dusting off my shoulder cos it ain’t nothing but a thangg, but honestly, it is something to me. I know it’s worth more to you than me, but just the thought of it, and the thought of her just makes me oh so sad. When I say I’m not irritated by you, I’m really not, I’m actually...
onefootoutthedoor asked: you are your sooooothing lotion XD
My Goodness.
I was a motha fuckin ugly ass child, and still am! How depressing :(
“What frightens me the most, is that I’ll never be enough for you, and that you’ll slip through my fingers to someone else, then break my heart” - anonymous.
I’m sorry I’m not as pretty as everyone else, I’m sorry I look like a thunderstorm just rolled through me every morning, I’m sorry I don’t look decent for school, I’m sorry I don’t look decent at all period. Forgive me, that I don’t wake up everyday and smack skimpy outfits on myself, forgive me for I don’t even smack make-up on this hideous...
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Anger Spasm.
I don’t know whether it’s becos it’s my time of the month, or am I really starting to lose it again…?
So on Monday afternoon, I threw a fit, but not just any fit. A MOTHAFLIPPIN’ ANGERSPASM. The tantrum of all tantrums.
I haven’t had one of thoses since I left the BigFatBalloonShapedHeadedBastard, who shall be nameless, cos his name doesn’t deserve to be...
45 things a girl wants but won’t ask for →
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING .. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny...
When the bell rings, and everyone starts packing...
itskimtranmotherfuckers:
Teacher: The bell doesn’t dismiss you, I do.
WELL THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS THE BELL FOR?!
WHAT THE FUCK!?
ARE YOU MOTHAFUCKIN’ KIDDING ME?!?!
It’s bothering me again -_________-“
I wanna kick everything in sight.
Just rip shit into a million pieces.
Fuckin’ knock everything off any flat surface.
Yeah, Cynthia is angry.
NOW WHAT >=|
onefootoutthedoor asked: lol you lost your phone?? oh no, that's horrible! but okay, i'll text ya tomorrow and see if you respond haha. speaking of stupid phones, mine is tweaking the fuck out as well. i need a new battery -_-
onefootoutthedoor asked: lol you lost your phone?? oh no, that's horrible! but okay, i'll text ya tomorrow and see if you respond haha. speaking of stupid phones, mine is tweaking the fuck out as well. i need a new battery -_-
Round 2.
When I don’t say anything, it’s not like I don’t want to, I just don’t know how to say it. I don’t mean to be so stubborn and quiet, it’s just hard for me to put everything into words, without hurting.
So here’s round two of things I want to say, but can’t. And again, it’s not to one person, just everything altogether.
It bugs me when I...
My little bit of something.
I don’t remember how it feels like. It seems that I’ve been hit so hard, I no longer want anymore of anything. I just take it when given, and that’s all. Everyday, I spin around, just stop and turn around, then step to the beat of my heart. Torwards you.
It’s slow, but not passionate.
Heavy, but not all of it.
Cause there was nothing left for the two to give.
Now we...